life is really about relationships.

let's say, i've got to learn how to care and love people more. probably i haven't done enough.

First of all, i think i'm not flexible enough. Or perhaps, not adaptable. I'm only comfortable with certain people. & isn't it true that you can just speak your heart out to someone and towards someone else, you just don't feel like talking much? it's totally not being rude. It's just the feely feely kinda thing. It's like how you can share secrets with someone close, say things directly without being fearful that the person will get over-sensitive and really, just letting down your hair and trust that the person loves you for who you are.

Well, i do want a breakthrough. I want to be comfortable with everyone!
I want my life back.