i really dislike the feeling of being misunderstood. really really hate it.

i know hate is a strong word. but i don't know what other word to use.
hopefully it will come to pass.

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my friends told me yesterday that they don't know me. and they can't understand me as well as the others. they said i keep too much things to myself and what i think is often not what i feel.

but honestly i feel that i'm easy to understand.
but it's only when you know me well, then you will start to know how i feel towards different things. that's when you uderstand me i guess.

about me not always saying how i feel is because i have yet to learn how to say no to people.

don't know why, sometimes i just feel obliged to do something.

to put it nicely, i don't want to hurt anyone.

but i know there's a limit to it. but i really can't bring myself to.

can you help me please.

i don't really keep things to myself that much.
i do in the past, but now i'm actually more open.

but you know, some things should be kept safe in your heart.

at least you know you won't betray your heart.

yuppp this is my personal explanation to you friends(: