rachel and michelle recommended sad korean songs to me yesterday and i am craving for more :)
there's one thing about korean songs, you might not understand a single word of it but somehow strangely, you will still be able to feel the emotions - seldom happiness though.
most korean songs i know are the really depressing ones.
those agonized miseries and what nots.
not that i am depressed or anything, but i really love these kind of heart-warming or say, heart-wrenching songs :)
looking at my calendar, wow a whole lot of december babies!
december is my happiest and busiest month.
and i can honestly say i spend more time doing birthday cards than doing my holiday assignments...heh.
i am getting so sick of seeking things that are beyond my control.
i know nothing is impossible but i don't like telling myself it's okay when i know it's not. sometimes when you have become the 'it's okay' type of person, it's hard to change out of it.
it seems tough to be able to withhold everything and it just makes you seem as if you are really a strong person simply because you don't want to burden others with your problems.
but i realised that this will only make you weaker, not stronger in any way. And defintely not making others less worried for you.
it's so hard to live up to the expectations of others, what more your own expectations.
it's time i learn to trust the little so that i can be trusted for the much :)
