If we don't release our disappointments, hurts and pains every now and then, we will find that we lead a miserable and unhappy life. So we must learn the power of forgiveness! And that's something I feel a need to practise in my life and am still learning as I go.
So tell yourself today, I want to be a more forgiving person.
I am stepping down from council very soon. And today, I've stepped down from Choir. The feeling is sad naturally. Just when our choir got a new and amazing conductor, we have to step down. Just when I thought I could really bond with my choir mates, it's going to be difficult to actually gather together again. Council Divestiture will be up this Wednesday and somehow, there's greater relief rather than sadness. Though I will really miss the times when we worked so hard for school projects and events, had morning breakfasts together, stayed up late in school just to get things done which was tremendously exhausting, yet now that the juniors are stepping up to take our places as councillors, I feel that it's in fact a very honourable ceremony whereby we get appreciated for our contributions and fruits of labour. Thank God for such memorable experiences from my two CCAs in college. Now that school commitments have lessen, it would mean greater focus on what's important to every JC student - Alevels.
I really anticipate what is going to happen after Alevels and where I would be heading in my next phase in life. Thoughts like that excite me, but it also induces fear. Because when you get too comfortable in your current life, you just don't want to grow up.
However, we are still constantly reminded that we got to, ought to and have to. Two words, MOVE ON.
