Thank you for being part of this family who loves and cares for one another, good person.

Beyond those 300

I just had a look at the data base and this is amazing, I have written THREE HUNDRED posts up till this 301th post. Nothing worth comemorating, just a little upbeat about how many events that had happened over the 300 posts, the thoughts and feelings that came with it and everything else that counts.

I think beyond all the nitty gritty things I have wrote about, this personal diary of mine birthed a huge growth in my character definitely.

I want to keep this alive as much as possible. Maybe at least till I am 51.

Sincerely,
Jo.

Just one moment ago, the moon was clearly full when I looked at it.
And now, it is covered by the clouds.

Truth is...

I want to stop living on drugs. Painkillers.
Pain is the only thing we can kill, though.

I hope that I can be more ready when the time comes. Same goes for those who love me.

Do you know that listeners get it more when you vent, rant and confide? You release, they absorb. And so, learning point for all of us is to be thankful.
Do you know that encouragers deserve enouragement too? Sadly, they are often overlooked as positive people until people take for granted that it takes effort to encourage. And so, learning point for all of us is also to be thankful.

Overwhelmed with my incessant ways of trying to learn something more about life and people. I don't know, we will never know when we will be done.
So, making the best out of everything gives worth. Definitely not the worth of gold.

Transformation of a heating pad

I am sitting upright
With a weird piece of thing wrapped around my neck
It is burning with a temperature
That is rising up, higher
I feel like a phoenix
You know, those huge birds on fire

My mouth thirst
For a cup of KOI perhaps
Those black pearls that taste nicer than gems
I am watching out for my posture
With a slight serene composure
I am thinking about someone dear
And suddenly I have nothing to fear
Maybe I am feeling mighty and brave
The weird thing wrapped around my neck
Oh, it is actually a superhero's cape

My heart is still on fire even so...

Tired of not being able to sleep when it acts up. Nothing more I can do but to stay strong.
Physiotherapy gives me mixed feelings all the time.
Really thankful for all the prayers and words of concern showered upon me. You give me hope!
I am still passionate.

Very thankful for you, because only you asked when I was lost in my little labyrinth. No one else could tell.

More of You and less of me

I believe that the things I am doing, striving and serving will come to pass as a great harvest!
The good and the bad that comes your way.
Just embrace it, really.

Enable the dreams of others...

Maybe that's my dream.

So, I've recently got my Berry and I'm really pleased with it! My sister is a little unhappy that I'm going against her Apple by using a Berry. We can be friends because Apples and Berries mix well!

A new week. Hope endures!

Singapore's greatest woman - Kwa Geok Choo passed away peacefully on 2nd October 2010. I will remember her. She was someone highly respected and very much admired.

School's been really stagnent. Expected kind of school life it seems, when Alevels is just around the corner. I thank God for motivated people around me, because then, this battle feels a million times worth fighting for.

I don't have to get out of it, really. I just need to get through it!