Yesterday, one friend asked about my back. I apologized that I did not want to talk about it. Maybe I am not yet ready to share with my current friends about my condition... Counting back, it has been almost three years. Three hard years. Maybe I am just afraid. Or maybe I have not found the right time to. Or maybe it's just not necessary.
I thank my God for the people who knows and are helping me in some way or another. You guys give me hope :)