Wednesday, September 23, 2009

boom or doom?

THE DAY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no, Jesus is not coming yet.
i mean, promotional examinations are finally here.
just wanna get it over and done with.
but of course, to do well too ;)

you must be wondering why i am blogging at a time like this? when my first paper is up in about 8 hours' time..hah can't help but to say a few words before moving on to fight the good fight!

jiejie was really nice to encourage me and played a couple of songs on the guitar(:
it really did calm my nerves so thank you so much sistaaa!
i am truly blessed.

my back have been awfully pain these past weeks.
hurts so much. and it becomes numb once in awhile.
terrible sensation from my shoulders to my spine. and all the way down to my legs.
i thought it was no biggie, but unfortunately, it's really a big biggie.
i'm really scared.
i better stop carrying heavy bags to school. it's not doing any good huh.

okay forget about that, now i just hope and pray that tomorrow's paper and subsequent papers to be easy peasy lemmon squeezy please(:
2 weeks of torture, sure i can make it through.
and many weeks of freedom thereafter, it's a pretty good deal actually.
hehe.

i am doing alot of thinking lately and i do know in my heart that i am concious when i think.
i had a terrible misunderstanding about a friend of mine recently.
and in my mind, it's like disaster.
but later i found out, hey it's nothing really but a silly misunderstanding.
and really, i realised that what i look is really not what i see.
same goes for your ears, what you hear may not be what you listen.

i think having problems in life is a joyful thing!
without being broken and torned occasionally, no love can actually mend those hurts.
only with broken-ness, love can come forth.
if you're already happy and loved, how much more love do you need?
1 litre? 2 litres?
but when you're shagged and hurt, how much love do you lack?
as much as you can get right!

well, that's my example!

alright, time to go!
best wishes and all the very best fellow muggers!
i'm keeping my faith.


So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. (2 Corinthians 4:18)