I'm extremely tired but I can't sleep even though i'm in bed now.
I just had my quiet time and I prayed to God for many things!
trust that He has answered my prayers.

i'm composing another song of my own recently.
i hope it turns out good ;)

the song title: Can I Be
yeap got the words ready but not so much of the music yet.
i like writing songs!
it expresses most my deepest feelings and that's what makes everything seem so true, so candid, so transparent.

today i felt pain again. am i getting weaker each day?
i'm afraid one day when i wake, i can no longer move.
the bones are breaking apart. the tissues are tearing. the muscles are aching.
sounds terrible.
please heal.