I have been staring at this for so long and it's the first time i don't know how to start my post, or should i say i don't know what to write.
i know deep down i have alot of thoughts, alot of emotions, but maybe i just can't seem to express it out..
i think those who know me well enough, you will be able to understand.
too many things have happened recently.
and it's not as if i can't handle the stress, it's just too quick! and shocking!
several unexpected things happen one after another this week.
no matter how strong you are, i don't think you will be able to withhold.
I need God's Grace.
