Everyday I should be able to tell myself, "I am having a time of my life!"

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I wrote a whole chunk of stuff here but I decided to delete everything away. When one day, you feel that everything you're doing is redundant (unappreciated), I think the feeling of disappointment and hurt become redundant too. I don't like writing meaningless things. So, yeah.
If one day, someone is able to touch my heart alot (Maybe like I am moved to tears or something), it's then I'll probably get out of my current predicament. (I shan't reveal here.)